I am currently sitting at Panera writing my sermon. It's going pretty good so far.

I needed a mental break though so i am going to do some blogging.

I have been feeling down lately. I am not sure why. I am ok for money and my new job is going well. The Bible study i am leading seems to have growth going on, and my church responsibilities seem to be being handled well. I think part of the problem is the future. I have no clue what the future holds, and this bugs me. I am certain that God has a plan for me, but I don't know what it is. Work used to get me up in the morning, but right now, I am not working much. I am in training at the new job, but it doesn't require me to get up very early. I am also on Percoset for my pain from surgery, and I think that may be screwing with my head.

Last night was Halloween. I hate Halloween. I also think that there is some wrong with Christians getting in on the celebration. I have always choosen to work late other years to aviod the whole thing. I think that maybe why this year I was more down. The drugs plus not being able to work late, equaled a sad Bill.